Not sure if I’ll blog on here again but can’t find it in myself to delete for nostalgic reasons. I’d post the drafts but they’re incomplete and need thorough read overs and editing. Perhaps I’ll come back to this domain. For now, I intend to start a new one. Maybe we shall meet there. Farewell, readers!
Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth.
~ Oscar Wilde.
I skipped as I left my flat today. I feel so content lately it’s ridiculous. I feel free and I hugged everyone I recognised today. I am free. I am free to be kind and to give and to love and to do as I please. I am free to fulfill my dreams and become the woman I have always wanted to be. There is no absolute but birth and death, so why worry about the in between? I hope that life is treating you all well because I honestly feel ecstatic. I have done pretty much since I posted “A Frozen Moment” last Sunday (please, do go have a read). True, I could just be numb from the things that have hurt me of late but I don’t think that’s it. I have faith in my God, everything will work out. It always does. I have faith in myself and in my morals. Ah, I love everything at the moment! I hope you are all as fantastic as I feel!
I shall pop up with a proper post revealing my latest antics soon, I promise! The draft is waiting I assure you. The last three posts have simply been a spur of the moment, posted on my phone using the rather wonderful app. Until then, take care!
An old friend of mine used to say “victory is in indifference” and for a long time I agreed. But he’s not completely right in my opinion. Victory is in knowing that you did the right thing, because in the words of the same friend, your conscience catches up with you eventually. Victory is in knowing that what you did was out of love and respect and nothing more. And if they don’t understand that, even after you explain it to them and have proven your care over and over again, then there is nothing more for you to do. As long as you do everything that you can, what more can be expected of you?
Yes, this post is a little passive aggressive and tailored for a particular audience, but I’m still right. And I doubt that this will reach that audience. All things considered, it shouldn’t, so this last paragraph is possibly pointless. But then, one could argue that this entire blog is!
As ever, I hope that you are all well and I bid the adieu.
Hello my beloved readers!
It has been quite the while. I have so much to tell you all! My, a lot has changed within the last month. For one, I’m a year older! (Ugh), and my circle of friends seems to be ever expanding (shocker!), though admittedly, it’s more the return of old acquaintances. My attendance has improved, (we’re looking at 50% now! – yes, I need shooting), exams are over (results soon, please kill me?), and now the real clincher is coursework! So, I better get on with it.
I shall be monologuing again soon (I have three weeks worth of a draft coming along), until then my dears, take care and I bid thee adieu!
“A nation’s treasure is in its scholars.” ~ Chinese Proverb.